let freedom ringhard livin. one life. two names. makes it hard to spit my game. cos im notlet freedom ring
sure what i can or cant say. and i supress these feelings to suit everyone
elses need. here i am doped on pills cos im trying to stop smokin weed. i
cant seem to find a rhyme or reason. him or her. treason. cant be myself cos
i dont know who that is. cant be someone else cos hes not sure how he lives.
and i dont know what i am supposed to answer to. cos i got a name for every
place that i go and every girl that i do. so im stuck here in some kind of
limbo. waiting. pacing. to shine. to show. life defined by a bunch of so
still not foundyou said that the words would drip from me. i am still waiting. for the language only i can speak. and you try to pacify me. you hold me down at the lowest level, but that is still a pedestal to me. and i am trying to understand. any and every thing. i am trying to remember who i used to be. i feel this extraordinary explosion getting ready to happen inside of me. but all of my escapes are barracaded by something far greater than my understanding. i want to escape. i want to be free. i want to be fearless. please tell me you know what i mean. i want a reason to live. but if the consequences are being faceless and nameless...then there is realstill not found
OH MY DARWIN you like american beauty??? I LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE that film!! agghh *huggles*
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-R
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"...suffering felt, pain withstood and forged into inspiration - that is the spell of the magician."
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Take me to you, imprison me, for I
Except you enthral me, never shall be free.
J. D.
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